GBTB conservatories

I HATE BLOGGER!!! This post was suppose to be up by yesterday. And it decided to screw me up by not resizing the pics like how it used to. And I have to manually resize ALL the pics and then upload it up here. God damn shit. Made me so pissed yesterday!!! And this post I have SOOO many pics..... UGH. And sometimes it does not upload the pics that I selected and I have to re-upload again!! UPDATE PLS BLOGGER. >:(

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GBTB with MrChua last week!! :D

Gonna be a picture spam post... Loads of green + flowery stuffs!! 

Hahaha opps a humongous pic of me to start the ball rolling~~

Coincidentally, met Mich while otw there!! :)

 Reached!!! Thank god for good weather that day. 

 My 3rd time here. And the next day I went back for work (outside catering under Hilton) lol.

 Omg my hair flying everywhere

 Really happy because finally get to go partor with MrChua and to the two conservatories that sis has been asking me to go!!

 All ready for xmas!!

 I wish my house have a xmas tree.... :( My family don't really celebrate xmas though!

Weeeeehoooo our tix!! :D

 Went to the Flower Dome first :)

 Quite chilling inside!

 Not sure if it's my pro camera skills or camera itself hahaha

 Don't really bother reading the descriptions...

 Resembles roses, no?!

 The texture is very cool :o

One of my favourite type of flowers, daisy!

It's quite big!!

 Got DSLR standard not??

Haha me with the flowers =)

 Lol looks like some water plant thingy

 It was this!!

Taken with iPhone5!

 Penguins??? Lol

 :( fat thighs :(

 Taken with iPhone5!! Not sure if there's filter or not...

Me with the daisies :)

 Next to Cloud Forest after spending 30-45mins at Flower Dome.

Opened the doors and was greeted by........

THIS!!!

 Was reallllly mega and tall!! The floor was all wet lolol.

 Weeee

 It was so much colder compared to Flower Dome!

 Yucks colour of the pics taken by my camera sucks..

 "Inside" the waterfall

 The staff brought us up all the way to 7th floor to start walking the trail!

Very outstanding MBS that some British newpaper ranks it the 5th ugliest hotel in the world hahahaha. Get some eye checkup yo. Sour grapes much??

 Failed to capture the MBS behind lol

Wooooo so high!! MrChua is very terrified hahaha so cute.

 Look at him grabbing onto the railings :p

 MrChua said they get higher pays for doing such jobs. Really?

 We are above just now!!

I hate how my kneecap makes my fat legs even fatter... It looks like it has many layers -__-

And we're done walking the two conservatories! Walking back to MBS. :)

 Greattt weather ^.^

Had our stomach settled at Rasapura Masters!

 Yummy + expensive chicken rice

#OOTD

All taken with ip5 front cam!! Not bad right?

I need a camera with flip up screen :(((( Now praying hard for MrChua to strike 4D LOL.

Thank you MrChua for such an enjoyable day <3

AHHH 2D1N LEGOLAND ON THE WEEKENDS WITH FAM & BF!! SOO EGGCITED??!?

I hate how we're turning into now. Nothing. Yes, nothing. I can't explain how I'm feeling now. Just probably feeling very miserable and suffocating. So many things happened these few days. I can't seem to get rid of those tears. It's always something that happened out of the sudden, with no particular reason, and everything starts again. Why? What's happening to us? Whose problem/fault is it? Does the problem lies on me or you? Sometimes it's just the words that you phrase that making it so hurtful / detestable / sickening. So sick of hearing all these sarcastic / fake stuffs. If there's anything that you're unhappy about, voice it out. Wouldn't it be better? Why would you prefer to keep everything to yourself, make yourself sad, and do nothing about it? And when I ask you what's happening, you always said nothing. Is that really the case? I'm getting a little tired of all these shits. Can't we go back to how we used to be?

Be truthful and open to each other.

Sometimes you really wish to know what's happening. But nobody knows why.

Happy girl

Just like what the title said. I'M A HAPPY GIRL!!! Because my MST are over!! And the feeling of F R E E D O M is sooo good!!! Nothing to worry about, nothing to busy about, nothing to look forward to. Its a great feeling. =)

It's been a slow and torturous 1.5 week..... I intend to study a week before MST but somehow got distracted and especially lazy that I started only on the weekends. Which is 2 days before my paper lol. People call me slacker no. 2, nobody dare to say they're no. 1. Pro or not???

The papers were alright I guess!! Some were manageable, some were killer. Especially F&B. I came out 30mins before the test ended because I've got NOTHING to write anymore. It's soooo bad. Even other people complained too!! So it's not me only ok. I know you are gonna think and say that I didn't study that's why it's tough... Well, partly true. But half of it is also because the paper is really tough. F&B is about pure memorizing. No common sense, no logic. Just memorize. And guess what. I SUCK AT MEMORIZING. Tada~~ So I don't put much hope on the results of those modules that requires memorizing a lot. Just like Principles of Management last semester. Worst result I got out of the whole lot - a just pass D. Now you get what I mean? I'm happy that I've gotten a D though!! I just need a pass. So F&B, please just pass this time. Thank you.

Ahhh what's getting into me? MST are already over and yet I'm here yakking and complaining non-stop about it. Nothing to worry about. I'll worry when I've gotten back the results. :) It's not like I don't care much and put in effort in my studies. I did. I just try my best. I don't like to stress myself out. If I can memorize, I will. If not, forget it. I am born not to stress myself out every time due to studies. I am born to enjoy myself, do what makes me happy. So stressing myself is not the life I want. So I won't do that. Just.... happy-go-lucky I guess?? Anybody standing on my side too?!??

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This was last week. Matthew's birthday! :D

 Birthday boy in yellow!! That's his small brother, Marcus, in white. :) 

 Cutie pie Matthew knows how to pose for camera haha

Lol Dad looks like he's having difficulty taking care of Marcus 

 Matthew with his Mum & Dad! =D

The birthday boy with his cake that he chose himself. :) If you see the words clearly, it says 'Happy Birthday to Jennifer and Matthew" because it was Matthew's gugu birthday too!

And the very very cute Marcus hahaha. His eyes are incredibly huge.

Happy birthday, Matthew! :D Bought a car school bag for him and his gugu Jennifer bought the exactly same one too!!! Sis went to buy the bag and she bought the 2nd last piece, and Jennifer bought the last piece LOL. 4D also don't have so coincidental!! 

Matthew's facial expression when he saw the same bag while opening his present was precious. 

Have you?

Have you ever wondered what it's like to be on the top? What about at the bottom?

Have you ever wondered what it's like to be pretty and popular among everyone else? Yet some are struggling to make friends.

Have you ever wondered what it's like to be ugly and fat and unpopular? Yet people are teasing and making fun of people with flaws. 

Have you ever get teased before? Have you ever get despise before?

HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED PEOPLES' FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS???

Everybody wants to be good-looking, with nice figure, nice hair, nice features. Everybody wants to have good results, be popular among everyone else and be wealthy. Everybody wants to be at the top. But not everybody can have the ability to reach there. We are just born like that. Nobody is perfect.

So before you start commenting and picking out on peoples' flaws and judge, THINK. It's not like they want it. It's not like they want to be born this way, be judged and commented. It's not like they like it this way. They also want to feel pretty and be popular among people. They also want to get praises from people and be good-looking in pictures. 

I do understand looks does not mean everything. But it means a lot. To many of the people out there. Looks attract people attention. But it is the attitude and character that make people stay. But if you don't have the looks, how can you make that extra effort to make people stay for you? It's hard. So so much harder for people who does not have the capability to attract people attention. Yet they can't do anything. They themselves can't help it either. 

The feeling just SUCKS. Have you felt that way before? Like you just hate how God created you but you can't do anything about it. You tried to make yourself look better, look nicer, look more presentable. People still didn't notice you. Sometimes, they tried SO MUCH to improve themselves but still can't do much, that's when they stop doing whatever they are doing. Because nothing helps. Most people try to be better in everything. But the moment they tried and tried and tried, but they are still stuck at the same place, same position - that's when people thought it's useless to try anymore, because no matter how hard they tried, the results will still be the same. So why waste the time?

But deep down inside, they are feeling TERRIBLE. The exact feeling when you work so hard for one thing but the results are not what you expected. When you already did and try so much, but still can't get what you want... But this is life. We are just gonna suck it in, and continue with life. That's how we should be dealing, isn't it? 

It's not like they are asking for everything - to have very slender figure and super good-looking features. They just want to be average-looking with average body size. Is that a lot to ask for? It's because every humans judge thus making people like them feeling so terrible because they are not good enough for them. They get rejected most of the time thus making them think. "What is it that I'm so unpopular?" "Why am I always getting judge at?" "Why am I not pretty like her?" So so so so much more. 

FOR GOD'S SAKE IT'S NOT LIKE PEOPLE WANT TO BORN THIS WAY. SO LEARN TO ACCEPT THEM LIKE HOW THEY ACCEPT THEMSELVES AND STOP JUDGING AND COMMENTING ON THEIR FLAWS. PUT YOURSELF INTO THEIR SHOES BEFORE YOU JUDGE. They are already feeling so terrible inside, you don't have to comment on them and make them feel worse. They know better about themselves than you. They know what they are lacking at and what to improve on. YOU don't have to stare at them with weird faces and comment on them. It's always better to keep your comments to yourself. Keep your mouth shut unless they ask your for opinions. Don't make them feel even worse when they are feeling so terrible inside knowing their flaws and what they are lacking of. And people are there, commenting and judging on them, when they themselves have flaws too. Aren't people like them being SO annoying here? Human nature sometimes can be so disgusting.

BUT. Then again. If people know what they are lacking of and their flaws, they should work and improve on it instead of always complaining. "Why do these people like to dress up and doll up so much? Attention-seeker much?" "You think fashion parade ah?"

Come on. Admit it. You too want attention. But you've got none of that thus you're jealous of people who got the attention you yearn for. Why be jealous and hate on them? Instead they should encourage you to dress up and doll up, be pretty. Who don't want to be pretty? Answer is NOBODY. Everybody wants to look good. So take out some time, put in some effort, doll up. You'd see the results. And I'm sure you will love it. =D It all takes patience, encouragement, time, effort and money. BUT IT WILL ALL BE WORTH IT!!! Because you just have to spend some money on pretty clothing and good makeup products, spend some time everyday to doll up, and practice everyday. You will look better. And you will definitely look great as time goes by since practice makes perfect!! ^.^

Unless you are totally fine with how you are born, and you don't need anything to improve yourself. Great!! Natural is always the best. But not everybody can pull off with that. BUT. If you chose to not makeup, wear pretty clothing, you have NO rights to criticize on people who does that. Keep that in mind.

Because when you do, you are just being a jealous bitch who criticize on people improving themselves when you don't need it. Don't be a sour bitch..... You're just making yourself look hilarious HAHAHA.

And when you do that..... That's right. Karma hits right back on you.

So think before you start criticizing, commenting and judging. Know your limits.

And because I think I look bad without any makeup, I make the effort to wake up everyday 2 hours before school just to makeup (+ travel). That's the price I have to pay for wanting to look better. So I have no one to blame. But really. Who is to blame for people that are born with imperfections??

And studies too. Some people are born with SUCH smart minds that they don't have to study much to achieve good grades. Whereas people (like me) born with average minds need to work extra hard for that extra marks just for good grades. And sometimes, the results are just not what we wanted. And it's so depressing. Because you work hard for so many days/weeks just for the big day, and your mind decided to just fail on you. Sucks isn't it? Life's unfair. You just have to accept it, suck it in and move on. That's how humans react right? Nothing in this world is fair.

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Anyway. I'm just typing out my thoughts that I've been keeping in my mind and thinking a few days ago... No people in particular. Of course you don't have to agree with them!

Mid Semester Test are coming. Next week. I have a few more days to study and keep up with my hardworking + smart classmates before I walk into the exam room. I hope I can do this. I know I can!! Will be back soon. :)