Wanlin Ong | Extremely lazy | "If you wanna be happy, be."

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Sunday, October 14, 2012

School, again.

OMG!!!! I can't believe 1 and a half month past SO FAST! Sooo fast that sem 2 is starting already.

Clearly, I haven't been enjoying much. But frankly speaking, even if the holidays extent, I'm also not sure if I have any  things to do or activities to enjoy myself or not. Because Singapore is just too small. Everyday waking up, I've been thinking and asking myself what is today's plan. But usually, there's no plan. Just.... go with the flow. If people ask me out, I might join them. If not, I will just stay at home all day, facing my laptop, doing all those whatnot. Like spamming Facebook timeline with all my blogshop shared post, taobao-ing, blog, watching shows - my usual daily routine. Is it very happening???!?! Guess not. Maybe it's good that holiday is coming to an end. Then my life might be more happening. And I can do something more meaningful to my life, instead of staying at home all day and wasting my life away. True?? Some times I think my life is useless. In a sense that, I've been doing nothing the whole day, when people outside been struggling with their life, hoping to do something meaningful to their life. And me? Just wasting my time doing useless things. Yea sure, once in a while is alright. But I've been staying at home half of the time during my holidays. Guess that's a bit overboard huh? I didn't even go out much and enjoy myself during this holiday. Maybe around 5 times? I really don't know where to go!!! It's so frustrating always think of plans, think of where to go and what to do. How I hope I can have a helper beside me, helping me to plan my day, and making it very happening and fun. Everyday wake up, brush teeth, eat breakfast. And the next step, my helper will tell me where to go, who to go out with, do what etc. And I just have to enjoy myself. Not bad huh. Of course the helper should have the same taste as me if not he/she will plan to ask me go some museum or visit some schools lol. That will be terrible.

Anyway. Just saying it might be better for me, and my poor life, when school reopens. REALLY hope sem 2 will not be tough and be at least manageable for me. Wasn't satisfied with my sem 1 results AT ALL. So I will work hard for this semester, and must get good grades for this semester in order to catch up with others, and strive hard to get into a good University. I've been thinking on what to do with my life, my future. I will graduate from Singapore Poly and hopefully... Really. HOPEFULLY. I can get into a good University that can take care of my future. And find a good job with awesome salary. That'd be great. And quietly wishes the job will be easy. Then I might just work 40-50 years for that job lolol. Just hope God won't play with me. Because everything is in the pipeline!! Just let my plan goes on smoothly ok?? Thank you. :)))

Talking about graduating from SP, getting into University, and getting a good job with awesome salary...

It's all about MONEY right? Yes, did your eyes enlarge a little while seeing this word MONEY??

Let me rant a little more.

Recently I've been very, very, very, very, VERY broke. The broke-est throughout the whole of my life!! I've been spending a lot of money, more than I should, on both necessary and unnecessary things. Clothes, hamsters essentials, food, presents, teeth. I spend A BOMB on my teeth. Just for TWO freaking tooth. Omg now I'm starting to hate every dentist and dental clinic because they are SUCH money suckers. Two freaking tooth only!! Guess how much I threw away?

$190

I merely just went to refill the holes for my decayed teeth because the secondary school dentist (you all have those bus and the dentist will call class by class to go and have dental check up right?) actually went to fill my decayed teeth with BLACK ones instead on WHITE ones for my 2 front tooth. WTF. It's SO ugly. And unsightly. I can't even smile properly because every time I fear that people will see my BLACK front teeth and laugh at it. Even when talking, people can see it. I have friends asking me why my teeth black black one. And some even mistook it as something stuck on my teeth. Damn embarrassing. And I've to use a mirror and see if there's really something stuck on it or is it my ugly decayed teeth. If there's nothing stuck on it, I then have to explain to them about my black decayed teeth and scolding the dentist again and again. I wish I can find out who is it and make all his decayed teeth filled with black ones. Or maybe ask him to return me $190. I'm so angry and pissed!!! It's not fault because the dentist clearly didn't ask me if I want to fill it with black or white ones and just filled it up with black ones on my FRONT TEETH. It's front teeth for god's sake. Confirm unsightly if to fill it up with black ones right??? Will forgive him if he/she doesn't have a brain.

So unfair la!! Not my fault and I have to freaking pay for $190 MYSELF. I can buy 19 clothes at Taobao with that money you know!! ARGH fucking angry. And dentist are SUCH money suckers. I called to ask how much is it to refill the holes for my decayed teeth. They said $55 - $85 for one tooth. So I agreed and booked appointment. After everything, the bill came and they charge me $85 for one tooth PLUS $20 consultation fee. They always charge the more expensive one - regardless of what type of tooth you have. They just add in the "$55 -" for nothing. Just to let people think that it MIGHT be $55 when every time they will charge $85. Assholes. And the consultation fee??? I still don't understand why I need to pay $20 for the consultation fee. Not like I go and ask them questions and done deal???? Before having to make my decayed teeth, of course I have to ask questions and clear my doubts right? Before starting to refill the holes, I BARELY TALKED FOR 3 MINUTES WITH THE DENTIST. You mean that's when the consultation happens??? I should have ask before paying right? Ughhh regretted SO MUCH!!!

At least I got nice teeth now. And I can laugh, smile, talk freely as and when I like now.

But I'm like a broke girl with nice teeth wtf. My bank hits the lowest digit I have ever reached. Need to start saving when school reopens. Just nice I'm on diet too. Never eat = money saved. Good idea right?

Wish me luck.



And a pic of me to repay all of you for reading everything above.


Finally with nice, white teeth.

This was me yesterday on the way to Caribbean at Keppel Bay for Rainer's 1 year old birthday. :) His birthday was on the 12th! Yesterday's celebration was like for me lol wtf. Just kidding. More on that next time. 

And I'm like a coughing and coughing for DAYS already. Please, just STOP already!! It's freaking terrible...

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