Greed

Yes, I'm satisfied with life. But I'm human, all of us are. When we get what we want, we tend to want more. Does it only apply to me? I guess all of you do that, right?

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I'm being frank to all of you about what I think about myself.

I think that I'm neither pretty nor ugly.

I think I look below average without make-up.

I think that I'm not that skinny and I've quite a lot of excess fat(esp my tummy and thighs).

I think that I'm not attractive.

I think that I've fat and short legs.

I think my attitude is not that awesome that can please everyone.

I think my studies are not good.

I think I can be better.

Can I try to be perfect even though nobody's perfect?

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I wanna be pretty. But it will better if I'm natural pretty without make-up. But we just can't decide on our looks. So we, girls, are constantly improving our looks, trying to make ourselves be better-looking and attractive. Thus make-up are essential. Some will go for plastic surgery. But in my opinion, I won't take the risk.

What if I turn out to be like her? Yes, I wanna be pretty. But I want to go the safer way. I'd rather have tons of make-up on my face. So I don't see what's wrong with make-up?

If girls without make-up, you say they're ugly.

If girls with make-up, you say they're fake.

WE'RE JUST TRYING TO BE PRETTY.

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As I mentioned earlier on, if we have what we wanted, we want more. It's human nature.

I want to have perfect model figure.

I want to eat a lot but still remain that figure.

I want to have nice face shape and not like mine.

I want to have small and sharp nose.

I want to have double eyelid.

I want to have slim and sleek and smooth hands.

I want to have pretty nails.

I want to have smooth and nice hair.

I want to have long and slim legs.

I want to have skinnier thighs.

I want to have skinny and not flabby arms.

I want to be tall.

I want to be pretty even without make-up.

I want to be a good girlfriend, a good friend, a good sister, a good daughter.

I want to be rich.

Why can't I have all I wanted? Well, those are just my rantings. I'm satisfied in who I am now. Of course if I can be better, why not?

I'm actually lucky to be born with average looks. At least with effort put in, I still can have above average looks. (You may not agree with me but thats what I think so I suggest you leave your comments to yourself.)

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So anyway.

I still love myself. X