My thoughts

Tomorrow.

Is the start of my poly life. Damn. Do time sit on plane or what? Why does it fly so fucking fast? You mean my 5 months plus of holidays just gone like that? My holidays start on November. I started working on the 27th of November. I worked for 2 months plus till mid February. Actually my Muji contract was suppose to end on end of February, but I quit early. Because I can't fucking work with that lousy company anymore. (For more information, here.) So I decided to quit early. THANK GOD the manager there dislike me too, so I was able to quit early. Omg see her fucking face can slap her ughhhh $#$#!@%^%&%#

I quit on mid February. So that means I've 2 and half months more to enjoy my holidays. But why does it seem like only 1 month to me?!?! I don't go out that oftenly, and I've been wasting my time sitting in front of my computer all day long, all day?! Shit. I'm totally not ready for poly life.

I will be going through tutorials, lectures and practicals every weekday. Wake up and get ready for school. Be bothered thinking about what to wear everyday. Notes and notes and notes copying. Going to face stupid and hypocrite people. Be really careful when I make friends. Get scoldings from lecturers. Endless of studying and mugging. Tests, exams, project work. Drag my motherfucking heavy laptop to school. No time to enjoy my life. No time to rest. Less time for family, boyfriend and friends. Lost contact with secondary school friends(hope not).

Sigh. See? So many things to be bothered about when my poly life starts. Hope it won't be so mundane and cliche as I think. Some fun and enjoyable moments too? Poly life, please be good! 3 years of chionging and studying again. Will everyday be like O Level period? Just hope I won't become a bookworm by influence or something. I do think about going to University. And I'm really working hard to go into one and even obtain scholarships in Poly and University. I just don't wanna do something unhappily and obtain my goal. Hope everything will goes smoothly..

Like, I wanna play and study and enjoy and obtain my goals at the same time. Is it possible? I do think so. You may not be a bookworm to get good grades. That's what I believe. I do play a lot during my secondary life, and still play a little during O Level period, but I still can get rather good grades(in my opinion) for my O Level results. I'm pretty satisfied that I can go to my desired school and even my desired course which I like and have a lot of interests in it too.

Frankly speaking, I love my life now. Looking at where I'm standing with many lovely people around me, I'm pretty happy and satisfied with what I have now- family, boyfriend, true friends, good school, good course. Good future too? I hope so!

I may be playing and fooling around, not serious at times. But trust me, I think a lot about my future, and am planning now. Where will I go after Poly? Do I have the ability to go up to University? What will I do if I fail to go in University? What job will be suitable for me? And many many etc.

As I've mentioned above, I'm pretty happy with my current life now. So I hope nothing goes wrong as days goes by! In the future, will things still go as my way and give me what I want? Of course I know if I want something, I've to earn it.

"The most important thing about goals is having one." -Geoffry F. Abert

"If what you are doing is not your passion, you have nothing to lose." - Celestine Chua

"Every moment you get is a gift. Spend it on things that matter. Don't spend it by dwelling on unhappy things." - Celestine Chua

"Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies." - Ann Landers

"There's no next time. It's now or never." - Celestine Chua

And my favourite quotes of all:

"Your life does not get better by chance, it gets better by change." - Jim Rohn

If you want something, earn it. Don't waste time complaining! The time you spent complaining can be used in better things that awaits you ;)

If you want to live the life you want, don't only dream about it.

Do what that can make you live the life you want.

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P/S: Friendly classmates and teachers please!!

P/P/S: Wtf I actually abandoned my half-watch Secret Garden drama and post this. Oh well, I'm a hardworking blogger considering the fact that I blogged twice today and abandon my drama!! ;);) Come'on, just give me a praise~ Oh, and do click my Nuffnang! X

P/P/P/S: HATE HOW BLOGGER ANYHOW CHANGE MY FONTSSSS. Do you have that problem too?