Wanlin Ong | Extremely lazy | "If you wanna be happy, be."

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Saturday, May 25, 2013

SO sick of studying

Taking a break before I continue studying again! 2 paper is down, one on Monday and another on Thursday! 5 more to go. -_- Why do we have so many modules la.... How can we even possibly juggle and get good grades for all 7 modules.. Like maybe 1% of the whole lot? 

I can list out like 101 things I hate about school/studying/exams zzz. Last time I can always endure and work hard just for good grades. Now exams to me is like touch-and-go. Only pray for a pass will do. Don't even have the "work hard and get good grades" mood anymore. Everything changed~ Or maybe it's just me. After growing up and learning so much things, I found out that this is definitely not the life I would want to lead and I will never want to lead this kind of life in future. Doing things you dislike just for the sake of doing it and for a brighter future. Pointless. Come on, people always said "You Only Live Once". Then do something you love to do and die with no regrets? Why would you want to do something for the sake of doing it and then in the future, you regret for not doing things you want to do. JUST DO IT. And don't regret it. I always visualize my future to be a happy one - doing things I love and spending quality time with my loved ones. I hope all this will really come true~ It do makes me a little sad seeing people around me often do things for the sake of doing it and have no choice like me. Don't worry, one day we will do what we want, do what we like, with no regrets. I strongly believe it will happen!! Because it happened on many people already~ Must have faith. :)

Just want to get over and done with with this whole studying "process". Studying this word makes me so SICK every time I hears it. Sighhhh back to studying again.... Be back soon!

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